Take Your Makeup Off: The Age of Shameless Self-Promotion
My ex-girlfriend, whom I dated off and on for 18 months was one of the few people whose opinions I ever really took to heart. This was because she was a young woman whose profundity never ceased to amaze me, whose intuition was often spot on, a person who truly took time to examine the world. During the first few months that we were getting to know each other she once started in on an epic diatribe about the influence of social media on the society. I have learned that its tough to make such sweeping statements, so we ended up talking about what internet presence does to individual psyches and how that affects percpetion. Her biggest critique of me was my propensity to only expose my virtuous self online, that I wasn’t who I truly seemed. That was the beginning of my meditations on virtual self-promotion…
Who are you truly?
Are you the sum of your own thoughts or are you the sum of others? Whose statements hold more “truth”, yours or others? When you wake up in the morning who do you get dressed for, yourself or the approval of others?
Scroll through your online profiles, your Facebook timelines and your Twitter feeds: whom are you portraying, who you are or who you’d like to be?
Here’s the million dollar question: how many of us really know the difference?
I have long since railed against the notion of individual perception discovering truth. In postulations like my Noise Theory I examine the static created by information multiplied by development and created the philosophical dichotomy that is linear vs. nonlinear. Although I have a love of multisyllabic words my position on this is really quite simple:humans are individual “universes” whose unique experiences shapes them in unpredictable ways. Although many general statements can be made about perception, the human mind and — transitively human expression of sentience — are far too variable to directly interface with “Truth”. The few that are able to enjoy the bounty of timeless Truth are those who seek it through spiritual enlightenment..
In other words, it is intensely difficult for a person to see anything for what it truly is and instead to see things as they see fit. This becomes an intractable problem of awareness when one is considering themselves; a person cannot see themselves for who they truly are and therefore view themselves as they feel or as they see fit. This leads to a distorted sense of self-awareness and a slough of existential maladies including arrogance, conceit, depression, low self-esteem amongst others.
Looking back at my ex-girlfriend’s view of online platforms as bastions of self-promotion, one can see how a Facebook would compound these problems. Many of us spend our entire online experience posturing ourselves to seem larger than we are, smarter than we are, prettier than we are, or more interesting than we are. Armed with the intrinsic distance of remote control, we can edit how others see our lives.
I made a linked in account several months ago but only recently did I really start paying it any mind. I bolstered my summary, fully laid out my work experience and expertise, and made sure I dotted every “i” and “t”. Then I started adding people like crazy, hoping to line my “connections” pockets with as many LMU alumni as I possibly could. Given my penchant for active observation and subsequent introspection, I started looking at my friends’ profile and a troubling trend began to emerge. We were all doing the same thing. We were regaling about how intelligent we were, how experienced we were, how amazing you are for even knowing us. It has become nauseating to see. Moreover, only 30% of Americans are actually satisfied with their jobs, so why all of these smiles? Why all of these stomach turning attempts at importance?
Because self-promotion is how we have learned to communicate. It is how humans have been doing things since the dawn of recorded history. Really, I don’t even know a better way to explain myself without unhinged self-delusion.
Generation-Y’ers are the most guilty of this because we wholehearted trust in our delusion. We are important, passionate, good natured, genuine individuals of impeccable integrity. And if we just so happen to go through a phase of less than noble traits, then it was just that — a phase. Our initiation into the world, from childhood until adulthood has been marked by entitlement, thus our communicative faculties are heavily dotted with self-aggrandizement.
My admonition to all my readers is to take a quality look at yourself (trying to overcome the obstacles I listed before). Take inventory of who you think you are. Weigh that against the truth of the matter. Find objectivity. You MUST let go of the certifiable notion that know anything.
Let me make this perfectly clear: There are few, FEW, people on this earth that know anything. I’m talking less than a percentage of the population. The rest of us are guessing and pretending then turning around and proclaiming the veracity (truth) behind our guesses and performances. You are lost. You are lost. You are lost.
If you just said to yourself, “no, YOU are lost, I know exactly what I’m doing” or “well I may not know everything about who I am or where I’m going _________” then you, my friend, are the worst offender of this scathing observation. If more of us would acknowledge, and I mean for real acknowledge, our state of confusion, self promotion would no longer be a necessary evil. We wouldn’t need degrees or other banal forms of self-representation to validate us, we’d probably be much further along as a species.
I don’t write this blog with a lot of academic rigor because I am here to stimulate thought. I want you to truly think about who you are with all your makeup off.
bryce